Every time I see your name I cry. I hurt myself by looking at pictures of us. What we were. The best times I can remember. I wear your bracelet because its the only thing giving me hope. When you’ve finally left I’ll take it off and treasure it. You were the best thing that’s ever happened to me. You were the one that made me happy. I can’t stand this because I feel so so sad. I’ve lost you. The one thing I never wanted. I remember the way you smile, I remember the way you talk. I remember every last detail of everything we ever did. Everything we planned, everything is gone. But it’s still there. I won’t ever hate you. I need you, I miss you. I love you.